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All I'm Here For

by Blix Byrd

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Red lights Healing No pains Awakening Lost time Driving Bright room Examining Car crash Knocked out Bright moon Saved me I want to feel inside you I want to hear your voice in your head. It's all I'm here for.
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I was a maiden in a foreign land, had no money, had no king. It was the fifth day of my traveling, I had no choice but stopping. There was a light that came down from the sky, but there was nothing burning. I made the sign of the cross and I got down on my knees. I saw the shape of an angel over me in a beam of light, Like something out of a prophet’s fever dream. I had the urge to hide. I never thought of an angel as a thing that could be terrifying. This was nothing that I could prepare for -- not an earthly being. And I was paralyzed, and I saw my whole life In its cold black eyes. I saw no holy light. My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? If you’re not here, I don’t know where else you could be. On the road where God deserted me, fear had taken my heart. What would this gray angel do to me? I had visions of stars and suffering. I lost my place on the ground. I heard thunder and electricity. I heard scratching crashing sounds. (Shapes) and colors swirling all around. I was no longer home. If the angel didn’t leave me soon, I would be gone. And I was paralyzed, and I saw my whole life. I watched as the future passed by, and I saw the stars first light. My God, my God, this isn’t who I meant to be. If I’m not here, I don’t know where else I can be.
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It’s just something that I say so they don’t ask me to explain. I’ve been working so hard, day and night, and so far, I’ve not lifted from this place/plane If I’m not finished before long, I’ll have to execute Plan B. I’ve been working so hard, day and night, and so far, there’s still nothing here to see. Don’t look for me. I’m not in here. I’ve gone to space. Not in the woods, Nor in the lake. I’ve gone to space. You told me that you’d be here soon, but I won’t make it through the night. I’ve been waiting so long. Years of faking won’t convince them anymore. And I have nothing left to do except to execute Plan B. I’ve been waiting so long. Years of faking took their toll on me. Don’t look for me. I’m not in here. I’ve gone to space. Not in the woods, Nor in the lake. I’ve gone to space.
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Six days, a week if we’re lucky. Six days...not long to find out what went wrong. What went wrong? We laid plans aplenty. We made our beds on land that was so strong. What went wrong? We’re hemmed in by mountains. We’re at the deep end of the glen. We’re stuck here forever. None out, two in. The moment they find us, they’re sure to take us in. We cannot go with them. None out, two in. I can’t remember the body. I close my eyes. It’s there but then it’s gone. Then you’re gone. We had time in a bottle. We’re young, but still, I guess we took too long. What went so wrong? We’re hemmed in by mountains. We’re at the deep end of the glen. We’re stuck here forever. None out, two in. The moment they find us, they’re sure to take us in. We cannot go with them. None out, two in.
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Black Birds 04:24
Beneath the apple tree, we dug a hole. We buried troubles there so they would grow in- To a pair of great black birds, and night would come, and they would fly away. If those black birds don’t fly, we’ll take them home. I’ll nest them close to me until they grow so Strong that they can lift me up to where the sky is falling far behind me. Escape velocity is where we stand. If you’re not up for me (into me), just take my hand and Float into the place where sound and light and feelings find no purchase. All there is is these black birds and you and me and apple trees With buried treasures underneath them. Oh my god I think I’m dreaming. I can’t trust these things I see and feel. I think that I’ve been taken From my home to somewhere I don’t know. The day they came for me, thought I was saved. Thought I had everything. I thought I had it made. (Had it made.)

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My second EP as Blix Byrd explores the concept of the outsider from a deeply personal perspective. Ranging from aliens to criminals to refugees, the characters in the album are all struggling to find their place in a world that doesn't necessarily feel quite like home.

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released February 25, 2022

Written and produced by Blix Byrd
Some tracks mixed by Greg Wilder @composergreg
Album art by Kristin Mathis @mathiscolorstudio

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Blix Byrd Keene, New Hampshire

Blix Byrd is a multi-instrumentalist, singer and songwriter who crafts bizarre new sonic worlds for each song. Her songs are abstract but narrative-driven, dark but playful, sinister but innocent. She uses a wide variety of instruments, sounds, and styles so that each story lives in its own environment. ... more

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